I'm POSITIVE ANY FILIPINOS out there? pls email me...

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It's been more than 3 years since I found out that I'm HIV positve when I tried to work abroad that never happened because of the medical examination. I decided not to tell my family because I don't want them to feel disappointed. They thought that it was my decision not to work abroad because of loneliness not to be with my family. The decision was so hard to keep the problem to myself and knowing that there will be no one who will be there beside me when everything started to get worst. Only few of my friends knew about what I'm suffering right now. My looks has drastically changed but still healthy though I"M NOT TAKING ANY TREATMENT because nurses here in the Philippines are all connected to the gay community and I'm afraid that they will start again a rumor about me. I tried to go to DOH and I was given a brief lecture about HIV and I never came back because one of the nurses there was very familiar to me. I was once the TALK OF THE TOWN before because I trusted one of my gay friend. He told my ex-bf that one of his friends that I'm positive and that all started the rumor and the rest is history.

I just wanna know what does it take for not taking any treatment?

I need someone who I can also talk to...

I'm a Filipino looking for same or anyone who's interested to be with me till the end of my time.......