Beakz511, 58

I'm a really nice, caring person struggling with some issues in life and really need to meet people that can talk and give advice and be understanding. I am just completely overwelmed with life and looking to get my life back. I am sad and depressed and heart broken and confused and angry and lost. I can't find that lighthouse beacon and my ship is floating aimlessly and I want to find my direction. I know I sound a mess, but everything is so minor and workable but I am so overwelmed because there are so many things going on pulling me in every direction. I have isolated myself and withdrawn so far that I literally do not have a single friend anymore, or anyone to talk to. Unemployed, homeless, hiv+, newly single, minor legal issues, no relationship with family...just nothing good going on. I used to be so much fun. I have a heart of gold and ALWAYS but everyones happiness before mine. Help me find myself please.