Borrowedtme, 44

im looking for a cool open minded down to earth woman who just happens to be hiv positive. i have had a pretty rough life due to drug addiction at a young age and years of all around poor decisions. the few freinds i had left that didnt end up dead or in prison when i was diagnosed with aids dissapeared real quick. ive been a pretty social person my whole life so this last few years ive been lost. aids pretty much outcast me from society. so i guess what im really in search of is someone else who understands what its like. when im in a relationship i am a one woman man and honest to a fault. i just want to find that one woman who completes me. im the type of person that needs someone to put things into perspective for me cause i dont do very good inside my own head. i guess you could say i carry alot of baggage into new relationships. ive pretty much done everything wrong at one point or another so at least i know what doesnt work. i would love to get to know someone for who they really are and not what they say they are. unfortunately that seems to be a rare quality these days. i still battle with my demons and as much as i hate to admit it i dont always win. with me i guess what you see is what you get. but hey, its not about where you been that matters its where your going.