Christy09031982, 42

I am married with 6 children. I have two step children who have cared for since they were babies. I'm looking to change my life style. I have tried everything possible to show him that I'm trying to stop living in the past and move on to a better life. I've grow since we've met over the years. I've learned and a lot and have been struggling to try and grow more with him and it seems that we have just grown apart. I have standards and am out spoke. I am intelligent and a fast learner. I'm trying now to mold my children into something better and when I attempt to teach him he pushes me away. I have came along way and have really shown myself how to take control of my life and taught myself to step back and pull self together in any given situation. I have change my whole attitude and stopped doing so many things I never thought I could. I