Passion411, 48

I am a loving caring person that fell for and trusted the wrong person who knew he had it before he met me but slept with me enyways I never do drugs I didn't prositute myself I just was a good woman that got handed a bad hand I have just resently found out a month ago I'm a strong person but this is a lot to Handel I just take one day at a time I just want a friend to talk too because. The friends I used to have seemed once they found out they turned their backs on me and that truly hurts I feel like I don't want to depend on no one for my strength but god. I for the first time in my life know the real love of him my eyes have been opened so wide I have no choice but to listen to the promise he made me in his word if I would only surrender to him he would see me through anything and everything I face in this life I'm truly grateful for holding me in his arms and if I can be a comfort to someone I will or who like me ask the question why me I choose not to date someone that doesn't have HIV because I don't want to cause anyone the pain and hurt I've suffered having this emotional exspecially I don't want that on my mind and heart thanks